Greetings fellow Deviants,

I’m sorry to announce my sudden departure. It is unfortunate but something I must do. I know my 100 theme start will forever hang in the air, unfinished. I won’t have anyone finish it for me. I will let it sit there as a reminder of an unfinished story. There is a slim, and very slim, possibility I will be back within a few years. Till then, and for the moment, I am sure I won’t be back. If you comment on my poetry…I won’t respond. If you watch my account…please don’t. There won’t be anything for you. If you favorite my work…thank you dearly. I’m sorry I never got to see it; if you send me a note…I’m dearly sorry. If your work goes unread or unviewed by me…you know there’s nothing I can do about that.

In a last word I would like to say, yes, I am closing ALL my accounts. I will not take down the work, but I will be busily copying it down since most of it is only on deviantART. My accounts were AlwaysHereToday, YouCantUnderstand, and, yes, Ultimate-Forgiveness. My club is also going to go. I have posed as many people on deviantART, such as fourteen year old Hailie, Wannabe Writer, AlwaysHereToday, YouCantUnderstand, ThingsUnsaidForever, thirteen year old Erika, and many more. There’s only one, and one, person I really am. Another citizen in society. That’s who I am.

You’ve all been somewhat great to me while I’ve been on deviantART. I thank all my commenters, favoriters, stalkers, and friends. They’ve made every day seem just a tad brighter by, when arriving on deviantART, always having a positive comment or word for me. They’ve been very good to me. I am sad to leave but I know it is a must. It’s not just school etc, etc. I’ll put it like this…


If today’s teenagers didn’t have parents who loved them then the world would suck worse than now. And juvi wouldn’t be able to hold them all.


I wish everyone the best on deviantART and hope my friends shall continue on with their fabulous work. It is unfortunate I shall not see it. Farewell, everyone. I had a slightly enjoyable time on deviantART. With a few ruts here and there, but nothing more. I hope some people will remember me and refer back to my poetry. I’d love that ever so much. This is my last closing message before I finish erasing every memory of being here. But I can never erase the memory of my friends and their great work.

Always--

~Another Citizen in Society who’s name is Erika

PS: If you need to keep in touch or send me writing work it’s: wannabepoet4life@yahoo.com. Or catch me on Neopets. Love that site. ^^ streamclan or mysterykat223. Oh—and don’t hesitate to ask about parts of a story or poetry I’m writing. I’d love to be able to share that with you. It’d make me feel elated. Happy, in other words… Hard at work, here, with poetry, school, and writing. If you want to show me a picture, story, or whatever from devART, e-mail it to me.

Loads of work done. Lots of uploading.

And torn into pieces. Can't deny it, can't pretend......

It's true.

Okay--update time. I want to say--sorry for not being on this account very much. I never thought I'd spend more time on my other account . Also--running an anti-yaoi club is hard as well. Along with schoolwork, friends, family, and personal problems to take care of as well. So, I'm really stressing.

I have a really painful problem right now. I don't want to talk about it. It hurts way too much.

Only one kid in real life knows what kind of pain I'm feeling right now. He's two grades younger than me and he did the most remarkable thing when I told him about what was happening. He patted me on the back. It was not a large gesture but it showed me he cared and he was there for me. It was really sweet of him and it helped eased my pain a little.

School has become an overwhelming part of my life. I have a test every single day of this week excluding Friday where two major assignments are due. I'll be fine if someone just takes a damned and shoots me right now. I'm stressing so bad.

Friends are something I hold onto with all my heart. They give me strength to carry on, support me in times on need, encourags me go on when I can't, guide me when I can't see, and stand by me forever. I want to return that by being a friend like that only loads better right back to show my friends I love them like hell.

Family I have to keep up with as my busy schedule hits 'Play'. They are respecting the fact I need time right now and so I shall help them out around the house on weekends to repay them for the weekdays I spend locked in my room.

I'm sorry for the delay on the fan-fics! I really am! I don't get to use the computer Sundays, I have two hours everyday on weekdays including Saturday, and Tuesday's I have something from 7-9 PM.

Right now I need to do the following:

Write 'The Moon and the Stars p5 - Final'
Type up 'Scars of the Past - Eragon p3'
Type up 'Freed from the Past p2'
Write a non-fiction story about something that occured today
Write another open letter (topic will be known when it's done)

And that'd be it for now.

Thanks for sticking with me. Mwah.

Always--

Erika

Okay, so, here we go!

I'm writing 'The Moon and the Stars p5' as fast as I can. My brain just won't let me, though. I hope you'll all like it. I know the ending and what I want to happen but.... Organization is NOT a strong point for me....

As for my April fan-fic.... -shiftyeyes- I shall be starting a major project come April and so my time to write for you and put things up will be limited. Uh... I have three parts written and currently trying to write part four. I hope you'll like it. I'm practicing my all mighty fight scene skills. Uh... PRACTICING, people, practicing....

I have discovered I have power over my BFF! is her!! her forever!!

Oh.... And on another note I'm completely obsessed with writing my newest Eragon fan-fic. Somewhere in my most recent deviations. Whoot whoot. MURTAGH IS HOT. I'm having fun writing that.

On another note I have picked up drawing! I make really rough sketches (which everyone thinks suck) and then color them (then they say they're awesome). I'll be putting a few up soon.

On a worse note I may not live to see the end of tomorrow. Mmkay...fine...drama queen but SERIOUSLY! I know something I shouldn't. Can you say....they're going to murder me for knowing? It's my online BFF....

I think that's all for now....

OH! My computer restrictions:

Holiday: All morning and 2 hours in the afternoon
School: Two hours after homework (Impossible when my project starts...)
NO SUNDAYS

That's all.

♥--Erika

Fan-girl obsessions:

Bakura () -Yu Gi Oh (TAS)
Murtagh (from the movie too. ^^ Character overall)
Kurama () -YYH
Hiei (Uh... ) -YYH
Chase Young (I still love him...somehow......) -XS
Draco Malfoy (STORY CHARACTER ONLY, NYAH!)

YAY FOR FAN-GIRL OBSESSIONS!